Long Couple Weeks Coming.

So today is May 25th. I had my Chemistry Final yesterday and guess what?! I failed. Just like everyone else. I don't think the teacher wrote it vary well, but thank God, he is allowing us to do test corrections, which gives us half the points we lost back. Friday is my Algebra I EOC, then I have a three day weekend (whooohooo), then I have to go back to school for my last week and i have nothing but EOC's. I have my Algebra II on Tuesday, Civics and Economics on Wednesday, and English on Thursday, finally Friday, is my last day of school and no more EOC's. Let me tell you I have been so stressed this year and I am happy it's over. Last night we had an awards ceremony. It was the funniest thing. One of the manliest teachers at my school started crying when he gave out his award, and the Latin teacher took 20 minutes to give out three awards. You know how high school yearbooks are huge like
|                                         | -that wide well my high school yearbook is
|        | -that wide. It's the funniest thing ever. I love my school and the people in there. IBEC is my home, and everyone there is my family.

I'm just done.

Okay, look I get it, I really do. You're stuck between a rock and a hard place right now, but just remember that when you were at your absolute lowest, lower then low, we were the only ones you had. I think it is rude and abnoctious that you're just keeping us out of your life. I guess all the damn progress we've had over the last two years are thrown out the window now. I miss you, but I guess it's not mutual. If you're not going to act like a big brother then I'm done acting like a little sister.

Rough Life.

Life isn't being the nicest right now to anyone in my family. I'm sick, with mono and a bladder infection. Been sick since Saturday morning. My back hurts horribly. If I don't take my meds then my throat will swell up. My brother had some difficulties and had a really rough weekend. I'm not going to go into much detail because of multiple reasons. SIGH!!!! Life id just being rough on me and I don't know how much I can take. UGH!!! SIGH!!!

Humph!

Well I'm currently sitting in my computer class and thinking I only have three days untill my first EOC. I'm nervous and excited all at once. I want it to just be over with now, but I want to hold onto this feeling for a while. I guess I just have mixed emotions about it. SIGH! Yesterday was Mothers day and what a blast I had with my mom. We washed the car then relaxed around the house. We decided to go to her favorite restarant, Michaels at Carolina Beach, then we walked out on the beach for a half hour and got home just in time for one of our favorite shows. She almost let me drive yesterday, but no. SIGH! I have discovered how rude some "friends" can be and I am wondering if they are really truely my friends or not. I wish that I could have more Bekah's in my life. Oh by the way, she is my all time best friend. We have been friends for two and a half years and have never fought. SIGH! I'm getting sick of drama. SIGH!!!!!!

May 6th, 2011

Well today is my daddy's birthday. He has been dead now for five years and he would be 45 today. I miss him a lot and today is just another day to think about him. SIGH! I had a day of no fighting to day. Me and my friend have been fighting everyday for two weeks now, and it's started to bother me a lot! SIGH! In my last post you read about a guy that I was with, but who had a GF. Well I'm starting to realize that I should be number one in his life and not number two. So I'm going to start making a change in my life, even though I am in love with him! SIGH! There is about two guys right now that I want to be with but one of them I don't think want's to be with me, and the other one and I have been talking for over a year and it hasn't worked yet so...yeah! SIGH! Life just sometimes sucks.