Just another day in paradise!

Getting ready for school on a rainy day. Drivers Ed is going good. Did I tell ya'll that I'm taking it? Yes? No? Oh, well whatever, I am, haha! I actually got in contact with my Uncle, a man that I had horrible feelings towards. Maybe this will change the family dynamics. I know that there were a lot of hurt feelings, but they can be fixed, and people who don't fix them will live a miserable life, well whatever the case is, I want it known that I am trying, I'm not going to sit around and let this hatred consume me, I am going to try to change. Change this late in the year? Yes, change. It is never too late to change something, you can always fix the way you feel or how you look at it, and I am choosing right now. Anyone who reads this (if anyone even does) this is my vow to you, I will change a situation if it is consuming a life that is not a good one to live.
Sigh, new beginnings.

Just another over due post

So I guess it has been to long since I have last posted and I am sorry, even if anyone reads this, it had been a long month. School is busy, lots of work, I could probably be doing a few things rather than writting this blog right now, but I felt the need to blog so I am. I have been in school for a month and what a month I am passing all of my classes and with farily good grades too. I am having some problems with people. On person I think thinks we are friends, but I'm not their friend because of problems that are to dramatic to post about. I have this guy that I have amazing feelings (I don't even know why) for him and he goes out with this braty bitchy girl that I cannot stand, and he thinks that I should bow down to him and kiss her feat and love her because they are together. I cannot stand some people and just want them to go away. I am sick of my selfesteam being put down and never thinking that I am good enough. Not like any one reads this, but if someone does, thank you for caring enough to keep reading, and if your just in it to hear another story to make your life feel better.