Tuesday, May 22, 2012

Somebody That I Used To Know

I have been really into this guy Noah Cover on facebook, and the song title that is this blog post title is a cover he did with Christina Grimme. Check it out, and he has a ton of other great covers on Youtube.
Well this post is LONG over due. I haven't caught you guys up in a long time. Well the last post about that one guy well after a little bit we made up but one night we were having a friendly discussion about golf and putt-putt. Well i said that he was cute when he was serious, and well, now we aren't talking anymore, so, awesomeness, right? Totally. GOD! I don't even care, I mean, I won't have to see him any more for the rest of my life, and even if I do see him, we will both pretend like we're strangers, because honestly I don't even give a damn anymore. I was supposed to be going on a Europe trip this summer, well, a month ago my Grandfather got into a motor cycle accident, and died, so now you can just imagine that there is no way that I can possibly go to Europe for 20 days this summer, so there goes that dream.
In the wake of my Grandfather's death, we went to Maryland to have a memorial with the rest of the family, and with his friends from up there. Well my brother has this friend, right? Well this friend came to the memorial to be there for my brother, this is great and all, like a new big brother. NO! He is cute and nice. I sat on his lap for two hours, and he called me cute. WOW! Right! NOT! He is 24 years old, and my brother's best friend, so there is no way that there could ever be a relationship there, right? Wrong, I am hoping there could be a chance, but hello he was like eight when I was born, I mean our age difference is HUGE and that os probably something taht we could never get over.
We took our first final exam yesterday, for histroy. You are probably just thinking, oh that is cool. NO! Our teacher got an ultimatum the a week before to either resign or to be fired and he resigned, he had no choice. Well you can imagine how fucked up our lives are now that our teacher is gone and we have a final coming up for his class IN ONE WEEK! Well you can imagine the grades, everyone is used to, on his final exam, 97, 98, those kinds of grades, hell even I was, but you want to know what I got? Take a guess! Well you are probably wrong, unless you are really good at reading past mind thoughts. I got a fucking 81! AN 81! Now your thinking well that is a C aint it, C's arent that bad, well they are when you have failed every single test in the whole class! Oh and lets not forget that this cost us 25% of our grade. That is just great aint it. NO!
FUCK MY LIFE!
The only good thing that can possibly happen  is that I have a date this weekend with a reall great guy, who I have had a crush on for a while, and he even said that we could hold hands, like this is amazing, right, yes, except, I might be thinking about that 24 year old through the whole date, which would suck, definantly suck.
Oh and lets not forget that I am crushing on a guy in my class, that is considered the school loser. Yep that is right. He never does any work that is due, and yes it is true he isn't the cutiest I have ever crushed on but he makes me smile, and that is what I like about him, but there is no way that he would ever like me in any compasity other than being my friend. Nope no way, well, maybe....