That's it, I quit, I'm moving on

I hate him. I don't like hating anyone, but I hate him. He doesn't listen to me, he chooses to believe everyone else over me, so I am done. I tried to mend fences, I tried to restore a friendship, even admitted that I was wrong, yet he runs in circles around me. I hope he gets what is coming to him, because I have tried. I have done everything I possibly can to be his friend again. That just wont work. Now I am forced to stop trusting anyone and everyone with anything, all because of him, and because he claims that all these people have told him things. Well he won't tell me who these people are so I can confront them, so now everyone I thought I could trust I really cannot. I thought he was a great guy, and I thought he was my friend, but he isn't and he never was if he is just going completely against me. I thought at one point that I was in love with him. That was obviously wrong because I could never love any one so hateful and vendictive. He claims that he is such a victum and that he has this horrible life. JOIN THE CLUB BUDDY! Just because your life isn't peachy kin, and perfect doens't mean that you have the absolute worst life that there is. So that is it. I quit. I have 3 months and sixteen days left to see his face then I am off to the college and off to be a loaner. You know I gave some great advice today, and I wish that if only I could take it and if only things were as easy as they are on these TV shows that I am currently watching with my mom. This life that I am living is so fucked up, and the sad thing is, is that I am waisting this energy on something that is stupid. Why can't i just have a perfect life. I know that someone has the best life there is. I know there is someone out there, so why can't I be them. I swear, instead of music tonight, I will be falling asleep to the sounds of my tears and my crying. Sad, I know, but it's true because I am holding back the tears and the crying out now. I'm moving on.