Let it Rain

So Today was the lovely Science Fair at school. Apparently my judge loved my bored and all the Freshman voted for it. I'm kind of impressed if that were true because I did all of that in one weekend. SHAMPOOCH! Haha, sorry that is an insider I have with one of the freshies. Part of me would be really excited if I got a chance to go to county or even state, but part of me would want to decline. I have never been a fan of science fair, in fact i despise it, and as nice as it would be to win, I don't want to because I want it to be over, if i didn't win, I would never have to do science fair again.
So there are some...complications in my life at the moment. There are two boys at school, that I like, quite a bit. Their best friends. One has a girlfriend now, and says he doesn't like me, but I think today, I got over him. I like him, still, but I think he would just be a good friend. But his friend is someone I care about a lot. Today he had a bad day and I felt like I was the only one who noticed. He also gave me a ride home and I enjoied the time spent with him. He is a good guy and I like him a lot, i kind of always have. But here is one of my main problems, My ex. We were togather, kind of in a way after we broke up, but it was never a thing because of his girlfriend. Now call me a slut if your want, i don't care, I loved--love him. Well we have been talking again recently and he has been saying what seems to be all the right things. I feel like I am falling for him, but I don't want to go back there because somethings with him aren't good memories. UGH being a girl sucks!
Oh my the freshies, well a first happened at my school, a fight. One freshie posted on Gmail that another freshies boyfriend wasn't cute. So the two of them started fighting and well apparently there was a fist fight. SOOO FUNNY! haha!