Can you say stress? Ha! I can! I have been stressed. Today was the very last Monday of my high school carrer. I am happy and sad and everything in between. College. It's pretty close, scary close. Thinking about it, terrifies me. Because of the school and the fact that I am that much closer to my future.
People keep telling me that I will find my perfect mate when I am in college and, well, here we go, college. I think I am expecting too much out of all of my future. What do I deserve? I haven't ever been the best person to deserve a great guy, look at my past. I want to fall hopelessly in love like the books I read and the books I right. Who doesn't want to fall in love?
Love? What does it mean? I thought I was in love once. I guess I was a little. When I think back though, I don't think I was really in love. I think I was in, that googly eyed stage where I think I was in love and I really wasn't. I want to know what it is like to have sparks on my skin when we touch, what the fireworks look like when you kiss. You know the typical thing that people call love, or entities of love.
Wow, look at me rambling, like anyone cares.
Ha!
What do I have one reader? Shout out to the reader, whom ever you are.
Well I am going to go type one of my very fasinating, very fictional love stories, that make my heart pound for something more, until next time my lack of readers.
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