Dead Flowers

Well summer is over, and I am sorry that I have been so past due on my postings. Well this summer has gone by so fast, I mean it is already August! HOLY MOLEY! Well it don't matter. I have been busy. The first weekend in July, my mom, my best friend, and I drove up to Hershey, Pennsilvania, yerp, you guessed it. A theme part all about a chocolate company. It was amazing fun. Let me tell you. I got to spend a weekend with my grandmother, her girlfriend, my aunt and her family, my brother, and my borthers bestfriend. I rode  so many rollercoasters. I rode all but one, and that was only cause my best friend wasn't feeling well and I had a rash between my legs, so I didn't want to walk over there, but I will tell you that is a lot of rollercoasters, and a lot of kick ass ones, like their new one. Its a train of seats, and there are four, two are in the center and two on the edges hang off like wings, there are 0g's and well it goes really high, and then just drops, but it is kick ass. And then there is another that goes 0-60 in 1.some od seconds and it goes straight up, straight down, up helexis, and then in the helixis you almost fall out of the car, it is freaking amazing, and I love it! Well this past week we have been going, well I have been going to VBS--or vacation bible school. It has been fun, but difficult to deal with.
You see, God and I, well we aint exactly on speaking terms at the moment, and well all with in perfect reasoning too. I felt kind of out of my element there because of this fact. Everyone seems like they are buddy buddy with God and Jesus, and I am like, stay the hell away from me. Which probably means that I am going to hell, but you know what if God is so forgiving then he should forgive me on this, because it is ingood reasoning, right? Well, maybe. Ugh, why can't life just be perfect, I mean really. Everything seems to be wrong with my life, and only my life. You see I have found this GREAT guy right. I am in to him, he is into me, well, no, It aint perfect, at all. He lives all the way across the world. Totally my luck right? Exactly. This stinks. Ugh, FML!
FML FOREVER!!!