Well there is this guy, and I will keep is name a secret because I don't think that it would be right posting his name all over the Internet like some people do because I sure as hell wouldn't like that. Okay, well this guy, he is great just amazing. His is cute and a hopeless romantic just like me. He believes all the thing that I do, about just sitting and talking for a date, making hand made gifts for one another, and different things like that. Well we had expressed to one another that we liked one another, but one key factor in all of this is that he is not over his last girl friend. He had asked me to go to the school dance with him, because I had told him that he shouldn't be hung up on this one girl for forever, and he agreed so that is when he asked me. Well we have been nothing but flirts towards each other and he asked me if I would go to the movies as his date in a group date, and I agreed. Well I went and I thought everything took a huge step, we held hands, I layed on his shoulder and everything was perfect. He even went so far as to walk me out to the car and gave me a huge hug. Well I got home and texted him and we were the same old us for about an hour and then he told be that he didn't want to go any further for the moment and that he didn't want to hurt me. Well i tried to take that knowing that it did hurt me but that there was nothing I could do to change it because sitting there and begging for him wasn't going to help. Then we were just talking like friends and he asked me id I was okay, and I told him yes and he didn't believe me and so I told him that it did hurt me that he didn't want to be anything more with me, because I liked him and I knew that he was a lot better than the guys I had been with that had A)Abused me B)Wasn't invested in the relationship at all C)Cheated on me and D)Broke up with me because his ex that didn't like him told him a rumor. I knew that this guy wasn't like this, and yes I did tell him that. Needless to say I was up talking to him ALL night and yes, I had to get up at seven o'clock in the morning so that I could go to drivers ed. I just wish that for once I could pick a genuinely goof guy who cares and wants to be with me that is not gay, not ready for a relationship, or a total asshole. Secretly I will be hoping that one day I will be with him.
Well here we go, here come the drama. This one girl who previously was one of my really good friends is now a complete and total bitch who doesn't know how to approch someone when she has a problem with them and you know, I know you occasionally read my blog so great maybe you will know that I would like to talk to you and not be told from other people that you want to know what my problem is, okay. Oh and my the way, I read your blog I know you are talking about me, and how fucking dare you to put my fucking name up there. You are not queen you are not all that and you never will be. That guy that you are in love with, you will be miserable with him if you go back to him and I know this because you have already told me you never want to be with him again and guess what YOU WILL BREAK UP AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN. There is a reason that you can't be in a decent relationship because you are a whore and a bitch so best of luck to you.
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